rediscovering music on my ipod is the best. Music how could I forget about you?

stalling at work

What else is new? My computer died this weekend which is terribly sad :( It is in the Mac shop and hopefully they can bring it back to life. I blame work for making me download so many different things onto it that it just had enough and died. Guess I will be using this slower computer from now on. Anyway…

It is a beautiful day out, I really just want to leave work an hour early so I can go for a long run through the park before Dave comes home from work. He was supposed to be my workout buddy, but work has been crazy for him lately and he is always so worn out when he gets back.

I am also working on staying positive about my body image and about life in general. I am tired of always being so down, and I am afraid that by being depressed all the time, I may lose everyone I love. So I am making a change. If anyone sees me posting things about a bad day, I encourage you to give me a cyber slap to make me realize that my life is actually pretty bomb.

having a fat day

i feel huge :(

Bored at work

true story.

Had a long talk with my mom on the phone last night

I am feeling much better now. I just need to learn to relax and to stop comparing myself to others. It is hard, but I am going to do my best to get this under control, I can’t be Ms. Depressing anymore.

you know those days that you just loathe every aspect of yourself?

Yea. I am having one of those.

Weekend / Monday catch up

This weekend flew by way too fast! Had a wonderful relaxing day on Saturday. Dave and I went to the park and played frisbee, then made some thai chicken and steak skewers for dinner which we brought to his parents house. Then we just chilled and looked at houses online. Saturday we slept in then went to Dave’s parents house for breakfast. We helped mow his grandpa’s lawn and uncover the pool, then we relaxed and got ready for the Avett Brothers concert!!!! We went down early to walk around and get some dinner which was nice and relaxing. The concert was outside and IT WAS SO SO SO AMAZING. I also converted Dave into an Avett Brothers fan, which is am very happy about. I wish the concert never had to end.

Monday was back to the grind with school. not very exciting or fun.

Allergies are attacking me

Currently sounding super sexy with a stuffy nose.

So tired

Was having an ok day before I went to the doctor and they weighed me. I saw the number and my heart dropped. How have I not lost any weight? I have been watching what I eat and working out.

Now I am in a slump. 

And my allergies are having a raging party today.